i hv my own limits

dats it.u hurt me.damn much.im trying to forget the past.try to be nice.try to share evrythng wid u bcoz i love u.yeah i love u.but as a friend rite now.my close friend.but i think i juz a trash 4 u.so i'll be away from ur life.forever if u want.dont ask 4 my 4giveness.stop it.congratulasions bcoz u did it.u hurt me.n yeahhh im crying bcoz of dat.congrats again!i dont want to know anythng.but dats it.im leaving.im tired on being nice,happy,smile on front of u.fake smile!bella x berdendam n i'll 4give u.but not now.please.not now!bella x suro hafiz pujuk bella bcoz i know hafiz mmg x reti nak pujuk org.but for once can u understand my feelings?i hv my own limits.plese dont be selfish.please think about other people.im not a guy.but bella kasar physically.but deep inside i juz like them.the girls.i'm a girl no matter what.so please.bella x nak situation mcm ni but hafiz dah buat bella rasa mcm bella x de makna apa2 pon 4 u.salah ke bella nak kwn ngn apiz?baik2 ngn apiz?if x bole n susah sgt,then fine.ckp ngn bella.n bella x akan kacau idop apiz.i hv my family,hyve,n friends.i dont need a guy yg juz ckp ILY kat bella.i dont need dat.i reaally2 dont.bella x nak apiz salah anggap.n psl kawan apiz tu.bella x tau ape mslh dia.n same like u.im trying to be nice.tapi tu lah.org dah buat kita mcm ni,then dats it.no more!fake feelings,fake smile,fake words.i hate dat!
bella happy sgt2 bile ngn hafiz.im serious.i dont know why.im trying to be friends wid u.but i think we cant.we're from different world.so,dats it.dun worry bella x akan kacau idop hafiz lagii.tu janji bella.i'll be there if u need me.bcoz u was there when i need u.so,thanks.bella x penah regret kawan ngn org mcm hafiz.thanks hafiz afandi.thanks.