for faen

err blog award?faen mcm terpaksa je bg aku award ni.
hahahaha.

i've to pass dis award to fantastic blogger so i choose
ceritamelankolik.blogspot.
=)

and now i've to state 7 things about myself.

1. saya ada biggg family.trust me.BIG family.hahahaha.saye ade 6 adik beradik.khairul muzammil,norrulhuda,nurul syuhada,saya nurul nabila nadia,khairul najmi hakim,dan khairul iskhandar.ditambah dengan muhammad agil dan kyra amani sofea.kami bahagia walaupun kami RAMAI.mcm2 kami lalui.hidup susah hidup sederhana.kami tetap ceria walaupun kami x sekaya org di luar sana.kerana kami ada antara satu sama lain.hidup dlm umah yg kecil dan sempit pon kami snngp,asalkan kami bersama.sorg bawah katil,sorg kat dapur,sorg blakang tv,sorg atas sofa.kami memiliki mama dan abah yg hebat.noraini ayob dan kamarudin muhamad.mcm2 mereka lakukan utk bahagiakan kami.saya sayang mereka.

2.saya org penang.truly penang.hahaha.bole ckp loghat penang bila ngn org penang je.x tau knpa rasa pelik bila ckp penang ngn org kl. rasenye sbb x de respond yg sama kot.so better x yah ckp.hahahaha.skolah kat penang awesome!time skolah rendah aku lah hero.hahaha.mana ada kwn prmpuan.aku gang lelaki.main bola sepak,main takraw dlm class.cekik budak smp nangis.tu sume keje gang bersama.tapi kami x kacau org.hahaha.naik bskl time balik skolah pastu terbagi pecah tingkap umah mak cik tu sbb brek x berfungsi.HAHAHAHAH.sory mak cik.time skolah menengah pon mcm tu gak.tapi dah smkn baik ngn gurls.da matured.cehhh.hahahaha.sume cikgu jadi kawan xcept ustazah.class kkq pkol 10.45,tapi pkol 10.40 baru aku smp.sbb?pegi makan bihun sup bwh pokok ngn shira,fatin,kinah,n una.HAHAHAH.ari2 pkai alasan bas isi minyak.at last kene denda.SAYA BERJANJI X AKAN DATANG LAMBAT LAGI.kene buat smp 100x.gila!hahaha.tapi bez.time class bahasa arab dok buat keja denda.nasibb arhh.hahaha

3.saya ada hyperactive aka hyve.mereka adalah farahen yunus,amira isa,nur nabilatul nadia,sara lisa,nurliza salleh,lyana rosalini,farhana khalid,fafahidayu,fath yazid,madihah ismail,saidatul shahida.fuhhh!HAHAHAHAHHA.lyana pnggl kiteorg train tapi tu lah kiteorg.hahaha.kiteorg x kacau org pon,tapi adee jee x kene.tapi x kisah lah.jnj happy.kalu rase bosan ptt lepak ngn diaorg coz confrm hilang bosan!xcept sume x emo.HAHAHAHAHA.sume dah ade lisence so,aku adik.lambat2 pon x pe.HAHAHA.

4.ohh saya juga ada geng penang.kiteorg x da specific name mcm hyve.hahahaha.nursyazwani,adiba fatin,amalina, dan ramai lagii.yg unik diaorg ni adalah motor azimat.wooooooo i love it.hahaha.nikmat naik motor tu lain mcm.rase mcm kene tampar ngn angin tu yg sedap.hahahaha.rase angin semulajadi.x yah pkai air cond.pastu merempit carik makanan.AIS KACANG!hahahahaha.geng2 lama mcm kinah,una,fatin,shira dulu lagii lahh.smyg tapi dok gelak.abih satu saf gelak.aku lnggr besi,tapi sume gelak.hahahhaa.pastu kene marah ngn cikgu.SMYG PAKAI STONGKIN MCM KEK LAPIS!hahaha.mcm2 lah.tapi bez.lompat time nak naik bas wlaupun bas tu bergerak.still nak naik.HAHAHAH.

5.saya ada ex classmate yg sgt amazing!since darjah 1 until form 5.
darjah 1-paling benci budak menangis smp kluar hingus n berak dlm class.HAHAHAHA
darjah 6-otai kat skolah.main takraw,bola,bully budak.tapi x penah kene tngkp ngn cikgu.
form 1-bz ngn pengakap.sampai hitam.amik hg!lekat smp skrng.HAHAHAHA
form 3-putrajaya.HAHAHAHAH.agak shy2 masa mula2 tapi nsb baik jumpa hyve.so,hyper!hahaha.
form 4-ade zahrul.disaster.i've to admit aku enjoy kwn ngn dia.gila gempak.sume org kene.letak keyboard dlm beg syakira lah,panda lah,ikan lah,cicak lah,biawak lah.bilik meeting lah.sume ade!hahahahaha.
form 5-awesome.convent!hahahaha.2 guys?ape nak buat.redha.tapi kami sume protective.cehhhhhh.hahahaha.mcm2 sgt memories.
spm reslts-bangga dgn sendiri tapi rasa hina akan perbuatan diri sendiri.dats all i can say.

6.big fans of manchester united!hahahaha.ape2 game yg membabitkan team ni,aku x akan miss wlaupun aku kene bngn pkol 3 pagi.aku x kisah jnj aku tgk team aku menang.slalunye aku yg kene gerak abah n abang bangun.pastu kene ketok tv smp elok.maklumlah tv veteran.HAHAHAHAH.manchester akan menang sume league yg ada.glory2 man utd!

7.saya single.HAHAHAHAH.aku x tau sama ada normal ke x if aku sronok menjadi single.tapi itulah aku.aku x suke org dok control aku n aku x bebas nak kwn ngn sape2.so single!x de sape kisah.tapi lama2 rase sunyi plak.but no worries saya ada fmly,hyve,n friends.no time 4 guys rite now.not yet kot.

panjang siot.HAHAHAHAHHA.sape yg baca bg abih mmg semangat lahh.HAHAHAHA.
dats all.

=)

cerita nobita

HAHAHAHAHA.ape lahh nak jadi?hahahaha.klakr nak mati bila baca all of da post.first word in my mind.WHAT!!!.ahhahahaha.tiada perasaan lain selain teruja dan kelakar nak mati.NOBITA TU?no wayyy.not her.but alhmdllh not her.
go n get ur dreams.then do wateva u want.we're still friends.right?
=)
sumtimes friendship lebih berharga than love.
now i realised that.
so friends.

refresh

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH.
lama x gelak mcm ni.
lama x tulis mcm ni.
haihhhhh apa kene ngn aku ni?
its ok.
padan muka hg,sapa suro carik psl.
now,terima je lah apa yg jadik
so,now be a better person.
be more responsible,be 18.
i need time,i need some space.
tapi dah penat nak mengenang nasib.
skrng time utk cheer up.
eventhough x dpt straight A's,tapi saya ada sijil SPM.
HAHAHAHHA.*fake*
somehow saya rindu HYVE.
kawan yg slalu ade,they can make me smile.maybe buat saya gelak mcm nak mati.
hahahahahaha.mcm2 mende kite buat,but kita still HYVE.
x kisah lah ape org nak ckp,kite still HYVE.kite x kacau org,so tolonglah jgn kacau kiteorg.
for nursyazwani bt kassim,fatin adiba,nur amalina.
thanks.dats all i can say.hampa suma ada time aku susa,hampa terima ja aku mcm mana.bwk aku naik moto smp mcm dok dlm peti ais,tapi aku suka.hahahahah.terima kasih sbb denga segala leteran dan bebelan aku.
terima kasih semuaaaa.
so,refresh!
i am who i am.
no one can change dat.
=)

saya buat silap

arghhhhhhhh i hate dis.
but im learning,still learning.
i hurt you,you,and you.
im sorry.
i cant accept dis thing until i realise i hv my family,my big family,hyve,friends,and teachers of coz.
i hate to see her tears,
dats y i hate myself rite now.
she said its ok,but she's lying.
it not ok.
she's hurt
not juz bcoz of me,
but i still feel guilty.

mama,i promise one day i'll make u proud.
cant say any words rite now.

tears

i hv my own limits

dats it.u hurt me.damn much.im trying to forget the past.try to be nice.try to share evrythng wid u bcoz i love u.yeah i love u.but as a friend rite now.my close friend.but i think i juz a trash 4 u.so i'll be away from ur life.forever if u want.dont ask 4 my 4giveness.stop it.congratulasions bcoz u did it.u hurt me.n yeahhh im crying bcoz of dat.congrats again!i dont want to know anythng.but dats it.im leaving.im tired on being nice,happy,smile on front of u.fake smile!bella x berdendam n i'll 4give u.but not now.please.not now!bella x suro hafiz pujuk bella bcoz i know hafiz mmg x reti nak pujuk org.but for once can u understand my feelings?i hv my own limits.plese dont be selfish.please think about other people.im not a guy.but bella kasar physically.but deep inside i juz like them.the girls.i'm a girl no matter what.so please.bella x nak situation mcm ni but hafiz dah buat bella rasa mcm bella x de makna apa2 pon 4 u.salah ke bella nak kwn ngn apiz?baik2 ngn apiz?if x bole n susah sgt,then fine.ckp ngn bella.n bella x akan kacau idop apiz.i hv my family,hyve,n friends.i dont need a guy yg juz ckp ILY kat bella.i dont need dat.i reaally2 dont.bella x nak apiz salah anggap.n psl kawan apiz tu.bella x tau ape mslh dia.n same like u.im trying to be nice.tapi tu lah.org dah buat kita mcm ni,then dats it.no more!fake feelings,fake smile,fake words.i hate dat!
bella happy sgt2 bile ngn hafiz.im serious.i dont know why.im trying to be friends wid u.but i think we cant.we're from different world.so,dats it.dun worry bella x akan kacau idop hafiz lagii.tu janji bella.i'll be there if u need me.bcoz u was there when i need u.so,thanks.bella x penah regret kawan ngn org mcm hafiz.thanks hafiz afandi.thanks.

aunty nabila

kyra amani sofia.
changed everything in my life.
no words can describe my feelings.
only smile,n smile,n smile.
welcome baby kyra.

btw,reslt nak kluar.n aku x rase apa2 on dis time.idk why.but sumtimes rasa cuak gak.tapi kejapp jee.huhu.like what mama said,terima apa je yg aku dapat.be responsible.hrmmmm.
straight A's!
yeah straight A's.
=)