abah

abah

im so happy 2 be ur daughter abah..im proud of u..abah da manyak sacrifise 4 ur children...but lately,i think abah has changed..i dun know y,myb it is juz me or wattt..
mase dulu,abah will always smile on me,borak2,bwk jalan2 naek moto..give support 2 me,be the one 4 me..

now:
abah da brubah..abah asyik marah aku jee..i dun know wat is getting wrong wid our relationshipp..whether aku da buat salah atau abah mmmgg da x suka aku...i dun know..abah asyik cari kesalahan aku..everytime jumpe,there must be sumthing wrong..i hv grown up abah!i can take care of maself..y everyone tgk aku mcm sorg budak kecik yg x taw pape?yeah i mayb small in size,but hey,aku ade spirit yg lg besar than sumone else...yeah its quite funny,tppp itulah!abh x pecaya kat aku lnsg..langsg x!aku dibesarkan dgn konkongan..toooooo mengongkong!sumtime aku rase mcm wat went wrong wid my life?ape beza aku ngan kak ada,abang,n kkk?x de beza!dyeorg lg teruk drpd aku..n they are still free..n abah never mad wid kak ada eventho she has done sumthing bad!i dun know...

aku rase mcm nk lari pon ade kdg2 but i hv 2 bersabar bcoz abah,ayah aku..dye yg besarkan aku..whether aku suke ke x,he is my abah!aku x penah tinggikan suara kat abah,aku x penah bantha ckp abah(myb sumtimies je la) hahahha,aku try x nak sakitkan ati abah tppp aku mcm mane?aku x de life..aku xde zaman remaja yg sumeorg ade...yeah aku terlalu jujur..but itupun sbb aku respek abah dan mama!tpp knape dyeorg x cayekan aku?y?susa sgt ke nk lepas aku g alam ngan kwn2?aku bukan g hisap dadah or doing sumthing bad but i juz want 2 hv fun wid them...bukan slalu..tpp itupun susa...kalu aku tnye,mcm2 alasan dyeorg bagi...then at last the answer is NO!well n u know wat,aku rase mcm nk bunuh diri or lari dari umah je mase 2..situation like dat was so bangang 4 me..n abah penah tinggikan suara kat aku once..aku rase mc nk mati je time 2..knape org laen buat salah,aku yg kene?wats wrong?arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....even there re so many things dat i need 2 tell him,but aku simpan je...aku x penah bantah ape yg dyeorg ckp,aku x penah skali pon tnggikan suara,tpppp itulah..kehidupan yg dikonkong yg aku dpt..mmglah abah n mama slalu bwk jln2,but laen bile kite dgn kwn2..situasi yg berbeza ok!yeah,n they will say aku lebihkan kwn2 drpd fmly,but cum on!bape kali la sgt aku dpt hang out wid them slain drpd school?adoi!

abah!i luv u so much from now sampai bile2..i miss da tyme kite tgk bola same2 n hv da tyme same2..abh akan kejutkan i 2 watching man utd..n u know wat,i feell really happy when u gerak me wid 'nadia bangun tgk bola...da nk stat da neh'...i remembered when we became the commentator football along the man utd games..hahahahha..its so fun abah...having lunch wid u sgt menarik...i miss 2 see u smile at me abah!i miss 2 hear u say u luv me abah..i miss 2 hear u proud of me abah..i miss 2 hear u would be my abah 4ever..abah i juz need ur support..help me abah..not judging me!yeah,u have de hak,but abah menjatuhkan aku!believe me!abh i luv u but plzz dont judging me abah!myb i hv changed but abah i wouldnt let u down abah!never!