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arghhhhhhhh i hate dis.
but im learning,still learning.
i hurt you,you,and you.
im sorry.
i cant accept dis thing until i realise i hv my family,my big family,hyve,friends,and teachers of coz.
i hate to see her tears,
dats y i hate myself rite now.
she said its ok,but she's lying.
it not ok.
she's hurt
not juz bcoz of me,
but i still feel guilty.

mama,i promise one day i'll make u proud.
cant say any words rite now.

tears

i hv my own limits

dats it.u hurt me.damn much.im trying to forget the past.try to be nice.try to share evrythng wid u bcoz i love u.yeah i love u.but as a friend rite now.my close friend.but i think i juz a trash 4 u.so i'll be away from ur life.forever if u want.dont ask 4 my 4giveness.stop it.congratulasions bcoz u did it.u hurt me.n yeahhh im crying bcoz of dat.congrats again!i dont want to know anythng.but dats it.im leaving.im tired on being nice,happy,smile on front of u.fake smile!bella x berdendam n i'll 4give u.but not now.please.not now!bella x suro hafiz pujuk bella bcoz i know hafiz mmg x reti nak pujuk org.but for once can u understand my feelings?i hv my own limits.plese dont be selfish.please think about other people.im not a guy.but bella kasar physically.but deep inside i juz like them.the girls.i'm a girl no matter what.so please.bella x nak situation mcm ni but hafiz dah buat bella rasa mcm bella x de makna apa2 pon 4 u.salah ke bella nak kwn ngn apiz?baik2 ngn apiz?if x bole n susah sgt,then fine.ckp ngn bella.n bella x akan kacau idop apiz.i hv my family,hyve,n friends.i dont need a guy yg juz ckp ILY kat bella.i dont need dat.i reaally2 dont.bella x nak apiz salah anggap.n psl kawan apiz tu.bella x tau ape mslh dia.n same like u.im trying to be nice.tapi tu lah.org dah buat kita mcm ni,then dats it.no more!fake feelings,fake smile,fake words.i hate dat!
bella happy sgt2 bile ngn hafiz.im serious.i dont know why.im trying to be friends wid u.but i think we cant.we're from different world.so,dats it.dun worry bella x akan kacau idop hafiz lagii.tu janji bella.i'll be there if u need me.bcoz u was there when i need u.so,thanks.bella x penah regret kawan ngn org mcm hafiz.thanks hafiz afandi.thanks.

aunty nabila

kyra amani sofia.
changed everything in my life.
no words can describe my feelings.
only smile,n smile,n smile.
welcome baby kyra.

btw,reslt nak kluar.n aku x rase apa2 on dis time.idk why.but sumtimes rasa cuak gak.tapi kejapp jee.huhu.like what mama said,terima apa je yg aku dapat.be responsible.hrmmmm.
straight A's!
yeah straight A's.
=)

old dayss

result nak kluar.aku x dpt ape2 clue pon drpd mimpi2 aku.haihh risauu nii.mane mimpi aku pegiii?hahahha.tapii tu lah mcm mane nak mimpi indah if tido pon dah nak dekat subuh.bngn lagii lahh nak kene tgu imam azan zohor baruu bngnnn.haihhhh.aku kene settle lisence duluuu then baru rase mcm x de beban.evryday org tnye mende yg same,nak muntah dah aku dengaa.penat lahh driveee.eiiii.hrmm terigt plak kat membe2 5 sigma 1.hahaha.mcm manee lah diaorg skrng ehh?lamee kott x jumpa tapi x pe lah nnt rslt mst jumpa balikk.hahahhaa.sronok kot bile igt2 balik masa time skolah dulu.tujuan asal g skolah juz utk hv fun je.pagi2 lagi dah gelak.pagi2 lagi dah buat bising.pagi2 lagi dah gossips.pagi2 lagi dah bully shaerr.awhhh rinduu kot kat shaerr n mad!haahahhaha.rindu masa time kene marah dulu.puan narizan paling terbaikkk.liyana lahh yg paling pandai tiru gaya cikgu.hahaha.igt lagi mase time lyana g umrah tuu.sunyii je class x de gang.pastu amik gamba lyana letak kat krusi pastu buat2 mcm ckp kat lyana.hahaha.pastu yg sesi pemujaan bila mad g sngkt gamba lyana kat pokok.da mcm animisme dahhh.hahahah.tapii yg paling kagum.5 sigma 1 bebas drpd segala penipuan time exammm.ehhhh jap betol ke?kite clean ke?ehh x jugakkk.ade gakk skit2.yg time biology tuu.hahahhaa.aku punya lah bangang smp x tau ade pnykt name beri-beri.hhaha

conversation dlm keadaan berbisik(tapi aimi je.aku x ):D
bella:aimi,penyakitt apee nii?satuu nii je aku x dpt2 dari tadii lagii.aku dah tido dekat 10 round dahh.x jumpa pon jawapan tuu.tolongg lahhh
aimi:aishhh,jap2 aku tgk farah.haaa betol lahh!wehh beri-beri
bella:haaaaaaaaaaaa?!biri-biri?wehhhh tu binatang bukan penyakitttt
aimi:ishhhhhhh beri-beri!
bella:eii ape2 je lah aimi.
farah:BERI-BERI!
bella:ohhhh ade ehhhh penyakit mcm tuuu?bangangnye akuu.
hahahahahahaha

apee lagii ehh yg aku igt?
hrmmmmm
aku igt lagi time kiteorg sume tgh sembang2 tibe2 si nad bersuara
nad:wehhhhhhhhhhhh.korg nak denga cite x?
kami:haaa?ape?
nad:ko tau x.abng kpd bapak akuu ckpp kannn
faen kot:ehh naddd!tuu bukan pak cik ko?x yah lah nak ckp pnjg2
kami:haihhhhhhhhh aku x phm lahh dia niii!
hahahaa

another conversation
bella:wehh nad aku ade teka-teki
nad:ape?
bella:mende apee yg ade besi tapii kale ijau?
nad:????????.errrr
bella:tettttt masa dah tamat!jwpn dia ko lahhhhhhh.hahahahaha
mad,shaer,aku,faen,shaaa sumeee gelakkkk kat nadd!hahaha.soryy naddd

another
shaer:maddd nakk rotii koo.mcm sedapp ouhhhh
bella:aah lahhh maddd.bak skit!
mad:ehhh x bole2.aku akan bagi kat korg roti ni,tapi kite kene tgu seseorg dulu.baru bole bukak
bella:what?sempat small intestine aku berbelit kalu nak tguu 'seseorg' ko naikkk
shaer:alalallala madd tguu firyallll ehhh?hahahaha
bella:ohhhhhhhhh yeee keee?!ouhhhhhh ade hatii rupanyaaa
shaer:ehhhh mestilahhhh.
hahahahaha

ape lagii ehh?
haaaa.terigt time quiz time sejarah.time tu x ramai org adee
pastu buat lahh groupp.gileee sedihh je bile diaorg buat group based on tutup kepala atau x.phm x?1 group pakai tudung,1 group x pakai tudung..hehhhhh.sedihhh jeeee.hhuhuhu.pastu kalu ade quiz kite mesti buat suggestion utk buat due group.satu group lelaki satu group perempuan.hahahaha
21 gurls vs 2 guys?
confirmm lahh gurls menangg.dlm ape2 pon kiteorg menang.terbukaaa jeee minda mad n shaer bile girls di sekeliling mereka berbicara mengenai hal wanita.cehhhh hahahahahha.kalu x puasa,slumberr jeee mulut bau coklatt.hhahahaha.

n the horror in our class
puan lita:nabilaaa kamuu mehh buat kat depannn.jawab nih!
bella:apee?akuuu?haaa bolehh lahh
pastu sume orgg diamm jeee.then,sume org dengar satu suara bunyii mcm bersiul dari pintu blakang until depann.pastu ilang.then aku ngn slumber

bella:wehhhhhhhhhhhh dengaaaa x?!!!
mereka:haaaaaaaaa dengaaaaaaaa!
nani,farihahh,ain:x dengaaa ponn.korg dengaa apee?
syaf:alaaaaaa korg x dengaa ke bunyi mcm bersiull tadii?
bella:wehh rugii kottt!bezzz kott bunyii diaaa

pastuu x pe lahh.dok tempat.then aku smbng ngn mira sbb time tu faenn x de.n mcm biase lahh kan mst lah gelak2.then tiba2 ade org gelak skali ngn kiteorgg kattt luarr tingkapp.dengaa suara jee orgnye x de.dlm 2 minutes

bella:miraaaa!ko dengaaa x?
mira:ishhhhhh aku usaha x nak tegooo
bella:wehh jom dok ngn piahh lahhh
hahahahhaha

ehhhhhhhhh mcm2 lahh if nak tulis smp raya haji pon aku x siap2 tulis.hahahah.im doing dis bcoz i miss them damn muchhhh.nakk jumpa geng2 biruu balikk.nak ejek diaorg sumpah2 lagiii.hahahahaha.

lisence

bilaaa nakkk abihh niii?
arghhhhhh!

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